Saturday, June 30, 2007
YA RIGHT MAN. im a hypocrite. fine. so be it. u demand an ans frm me and now u r saying tt im gving u dis kind of ans. U GOOD. do u expect me to say yes when u now wads happening? oh come on. put urself in my shoes. wld u be so UNLOYAL and say yes to somebody else? imagine how hurt tt person wld be. breaking ONE person's heart is already alot. i dont want to be a bad person. damn it. if i were u i wld chose to gv happiness to others. seriously. sometimes ppl can be selfish. n mayb u are..? im not trying to shot everything to u. but it rly seems lik u are making things worse than ever.

shld i learn to be selfish?
im too kind. i dont get angry. thats why ppl lik to take advantage or wadsoever it called?
now, im rly not being kind alright. i cant be. things are getting out of hand isnt it?
damn it pissed le ok. again, i shld not to gv a happy face, smile as if nth happened. so now i shld gv ppl attitude? which sometimes..i did.. u cant expect me to express it out when its soooo overboard already. wth. for tt hypocrite thingy. its rly so ironic. it seems lik i gave u false hope? ok fine. next time i'll be direct, OK... since u like it den fine lor.

damn it idiot. CFD. lame like shit. shld have pon-ed it lor. but i went out half way through coz need go church. blahblahblah. sian. den i oso dunoe e result of kranji idol n guitar comp etc.. lol. n tt busker thingy quite cool...? lol. e person act as a staue.. lol. with some kinda robotic movements. was suppose to hlp mdm lin do e hana thingy de.. aiyya sian diao. wait for yt,ly,tricia at e bus stop.. yea. den we meet X at cck while ly went to meet her mother. den tt spoil sport wy nid go her piano...-.- tt church thingy was so.. erm.. liddat lor.. i beta not say out. or all e christians come chasing after me.. ? but lik.. quite psycho-ing leh. their words. lol. but heng i nv tell my parents i goin church. or else. sure die until siao de. actually my parent n i goin to jp de.. but i think coz i not home yet den dey go themselves.. yea.. i oso dun rly believe in jesus n Buddha all that de. thou im a buddist. so ya. jus folo dem lor. all e charmed water..etc...no harm following lor. but i think hor.. god is just lik a name for u to 'rely on'.. my bro quote de.. smth lik tt lah. lol. coz he say.. its lik.. before e exams rite.. alot of ppl will go pray to their own gods to bless them or wadeva de. den if u fail e exam oso lik no use lor. dey will say wad.. e god n hlp them or wad one. so e point is that. oni u urself can help lor. its lik.. if u work hard for smth den u will get smth in return lah.. den u wont scared wad.. exam fail or wad de. lol. pray so much oso lik gving urself confidence oni..? but its still e same thing wad. if u work hard u will surely have confidence in it rite..? lol.n dey said smth about sin de.. dey sae if u do smth wrong u have to ask e god to forgive or wadeva.. repent..? idk lah. but wad if smb keeps doing smth bad..n keeps asking for forgiveness n thinking tt nth all their sins wld b gone after repenting den it wld be so diao le.. nvm.. aiyya.. but this kind of religion thing. vv diff to say one..? -.- nvm. anw, me, yt n tricia lik vv stone-ing leh. coz we 3 not christian mah.. so cannot lik.. u noe.. do all e prayers and wadeva stuffs. den e 3 of us rly outstanding lor. we not doing anyth except for watching and standing..straight..? with e exception of wyt lah. she always slouch de. or mayb shes not. we found out tt its her stomach that made her look as if shes slouching.. lol. yea. we took mrt to yewtee.. to play bball... lol. bball.. i rly cmi de. netball i oso not rly gd in it. bball nidda dribble somemore.. lol. sian lah. e balls i shot cannot go in one lor. den X say that e ball must b higher..? lol. but i still dont noe how to shot. lol. teach me.. its lik.. not teaching..? lol. as u noe.. im a noob.. called by yt and gang.. -.- wadeva lor. e yt hor.. WHOLE BBALL SESSION EMO-ING DE.... -.- aiyyo. cannot shot oso can play one wad. its not as if i can shot lor.. must be more enthu mah...-.- pass e ball to u, u go pass to other ppl.. yao wei xin fu zao xiang.. lolol. aiyya. vv wth de lor. tdae is lik.. 3 out of 10 balls go in oni.. DIAO. how bad can tt be. kept bouncing off.. im not those bball material lah. lolol.i went in once for a far..ball..? lol. damn tyco de. lol. i was expecting it to be an air ball or wad lor. lolol. ohya. I RMBED SMTH. YT !! SHE PURPOSELY GO HIT ME WITH E BBAL !!!! -.- TWO TIMES LEH ! WTH..! I BEAR NO GRUDGE WITH U WHY MUST U HIT ME WITH THAT !! -.- aiyya. me being a kind person didnt take revenge. LOLOL. no lah. is i have brain. LOL. lata yt go back sch down dere say i go hit her den must tolerate her naggings. LOLOL. no lah. lol. arnd 5+ yt nid to go le.. but i think b4 tt she already gtg.. but we playing mah.. n X oso dunoe go where. so yt being a VV KIND person didnt ps him and waited for him to come back. despite her sis's nags n wadeva. lol. yea. anw, we bought drinks frm e minimart.. n kinda got lost.. LOL. yea.. n blah blah things happened. TRICIA BOUGHT XIAO MAI CAO DRINK FRM LOT1 ![shld b outside lot1] she regreted buying that. LOL. she said tt its grind frm e real xiao mai cao. lol. sian diao. end here. bye.